Will (Will Self memoir)

Will, published in 2019, is a memoir by British author Will Self. The book primarily focuses on Self's early life, particularly his struggle with drug addiction and mental health issues, and his relationship with his parents. It is notable for its non-linear narrative structure and its unflinching honesty regarding Self's experiences.

The memoir delves into Self's privileged yet turbulent upbringing in London, exploring themes of class, family dysfunction, and the pervasive influence of psychoanalysis. Will details his first encounters with drugs, the rapid escalation of his addiction, and the impact it had on his relationships and career. He also recounts his experiences with therapy and psychiatric institutions.

The book's structure is deliberately fragmented, mirroring the disjointed nature of memory and the chaotic experience of addiction. Self weaves together anecdotes, reflections, and philosophical musings, creating a complex and often challenging reading experience. Critical reception of Will was mixed, with some praising its raw honesty and stylistic experimentation, while others found it self-indulgent and difficult to follow. Despite the varied responses, Will remains a significant work in Self's oeuvre, offering a deeply personal and often uncomfortable exploration of addiction, family, and the search for identity.